I can't tell what day it is
Wednesday, December 8, 2010;

 "Ask what most people want out of life and the answer is simple; to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though, the wanting to be happy that just keeps us from getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling, trying like hell to be the happy people we wish we were. Until eventually it hits us, it's been there all along, not in our dreams or hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar." Grey's Anatomy

I think I'm going mad.. Really it's like within me, there's this certain insanity that longs to be unleashed.. I know I've spoken about how lack of sleep and stress did stir me crazy previously but this time round it seems like too much sleep and no stress at all might be driving me nuts.. Then again, maybe it's the post A levels feeling like I've lost my purpose in life.. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to worry over anymore.. Everything's routine-ish; wake up, eat, watch tv.. Macam zombie OMG! Not that I don't have plans.. But like lazy.. and tired.. And what's weirde-r is that my hands are itching to do Stats..

Can someone get me White Lies and Florence + The Machine and Cee Lo Green and The Maine's albums? :) I'll promise to love you forever!

I'm starting to loathe myself, I don't even know why