This week's probably the most emotional week I've had in sometime.. Just yesterday, my kid cousin bonked his head against the edge of a glass table and landed himself in hospital to get his head glued.. Today, someone killed himself by jumping off the block next to mine.. And a good friend confessed that she has a girlfriend, something that I never saw coming.. And hello you, I am stilll in great shock just so you know.. More significantly, A's is putting me on a rollercoaster ride of emotions..

But I'm a lucky girl and I've never felt so grateful to have such wonderful friends to cheer me up and encourage me when all seems bleak.. Last night, hanan called to check on me to see if I was still feeling down and honestly, I almost broke down again while talking to him, thinking of the state that I was in, but I held it together upon hearing the stuffs that he said.. He even paid me a visit this afternoon! And on friday night, Emm was nice enough to call me up.. I shall not call him Pantat for now cos he was being such a sweetheart cracking me up with his lame jokes.. I love them both! Who needs a bf when you've got these boys watching out for you? Heh And to my girlfriends too for the really touching messages and megahugs! Thanks ♥! Today, mum's extra awesome for getting Macs for breakfast and cooking spaghetti for lunch! ♥ Next week, in hell week beginning tuesday, the papers ain't gonna kill me, imma kill em instead!

If there's one thing that I will never regret doing, it's my decision to safelock all of you in my heart