Hi! School ended early today since there’s no H1 IR for me.. So here I am, waiting for my 3rd ep of Glee to dl.. Heh anyways, More importantly, early this week, I’ve learnt that how one perceives herself to be may not necessarily be how others see her as.. Now I’m using ‘her’ cos most people I hang out with nowadays are girls, not to point to anyone in particular. So yeah.. I think that’s scary.. To think that I am nice but others refute that claim, often times if it too unfounded, citing various examples along the way..

It is the same way as how the bitch herself may see herself as a nice person in a way.. But I guess what’s scary is the fact that sometimes, you don’t even know that other people are thinking otherwise.. You think you’re all fine but actually, there are lots of disgruntled people out there who are just bearing their bitterness, waiting for the right time to strike back..

I’ve to admit, first time I heard the story, I was quite shocked.. Then I went home to think about it and I saw some truth in it, sadly.. And that’s where it gets dangerous, when people not just a person feels that way..

Bleargh all these talk is making me feel paranoid.. Worse thing is, I'm letting people's opinions affect me.. I know I'm selectively nice.. But I hope that I'm not too bad, or as bad.. Cos, it's not pleasant to my ears in any way..

A lie is a lie, even if it is a white lie, intended to protect the feelings of others.. I feel bad.. But would I be doing right by confessing? HELP! I dont know..