"I know it feels like you have all these options and when you make a decision, you lose a world of possibilities. But reality is, until you make a decision, you have nothing at all" -Janet Fitch

Sometimes, I feel like it's a whole lot better to be mean than actually be nice.. It's easier, I think.. Funny huh? But really, I'm not kidding.. You know how it's like when you do something good and people actually stop, smirk and ask "why you so nice today ah?" and they actually wait to get an answer.. Not that I mind it, it's kinda like a joke you know.. So I decide to just stone and not do anything.. BUT.. People still ask, "Why are you stoning?" or "why you so quiet today?" or worse "why you so emo today?" and again, they wait for a reply.. But then when I do something mean, they would only say " woah! You so mean!".. And that's that.. So idk.. Being mean saves the hassle of having to answer such questions..

What's my point? Nothing actually.. I've got no idea what I'm talking about.. Took so long to read a load of crap..

So I was sitting on my bed this morning thinking, what if she's right? What if her mum is right? Oh hell no! Cos if that is happening, then it means that I'm gg over to the dark side.. She isn't exactly a good example, no offence.. As in I don't agree with most of her principles and her ways.. Like throwing friends out the window (no not literally) because they just don't see eye to eye with her and stuffs alike.. But there is some truth in whatever was said on friday.. Actually, I see a lot of truth in it.. So what now? Oh damn..

Ah wells, imma go sulk one corner with my chocolates, eat myself fat and do some self reflections