Day 6
Tuesday, September 21, 2010;
Spongebob never fails to make me smile :)
Five groups of people who mean a lot
>Parents
>Bestest Best Friend aka My Arab Brother, Hanan
>Girlfriends, Ling and Ting
>Good and trusted friends :)
>Rest of the family, minus the paternals
"Mathematics may not teach us how to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide, or to love a friend and forgive an enemy. But it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution"
-But what if I can't even solve a Math problem? Does that mean that I'm doomed for failure in life?
Today has got to be the most depressing day of my life. Got back Maths P1 results and it's shitty, I failed, with a U grade.. And the reason why I am utmost upset this time round is due to the fact that I actually tried really hard for it.. And we're so close to A levels already yet I'm still performing like this.. I can still pass Maths overall but that would mean that I have to score a lot better for P2.. Like Mrs Koh once said, I'm neither here nor there.. Not a failure nor an outstanding student so the teachers won't pay much attention to me so all I need to do is to practice more on my own.. True, but when I get such a result, damn, mood gone.. Weather's not helping either.. What is wrong with the weather these days? It's either too extremely warm or humid.. Eitherways, doesnt help..
Bleargh, MOE should give me a PE test.. I think I'll do really well for it.. I just do better at picking up sports than my studies.. WTF is up with me? I have this sucky feeling that all my other subjects are gonna be the same.. Even Chem.. So what if I'm the most improved kid in class for Chem? I know that I screwed P2 up.. So I'm as good as dead.. Prolly just borderline passed it.. Besides, cohort remarks have been bad, really bad! *sighs*
Perhaps, I am as far a feeling beyond demoralised.