I actually want to wake up every morning feeling fine; forgetting whatever shit that happened the day before and just move on to a better, brighter day.. Lately, I've been getting none of that.. Hell, I've not even been getting enough sleep.. My eyebags are 'OMG! dont look at it lest I'll feel very insecure'-ish.. And it's not really because of me working hard and stuffs..

There's just a lot on my mind.. A's especially.. So fine, the A's are really bothering me (gosh I just forgot how to spell bother).. I wake up, go to school and remain pissed about every little thing that seem to annoy me just like the stupid bell that screams in my ear every morning in school.. And then the little things that the teachers do to us be it school work or even the slightest petty mistakes that they make while teaching which I have now begin to take notice of.. This is exclusive of the little things that my dear schoolmates, the year 1s especially, do..

I guess the cute doctor was right, I am stressed.. That's why I've been PMS-ing ALOT.. Even Emm says that I'm unlike myself.. I need to make things right.. URGH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! Happiness is a choice! Come on.. I can totally do this.. Even Emm can do it, so why can't I?

And there's really something that I need to work out.. But how do I approach it?