Wouldn't it be great if we could start over, forget all that has happened and start afresh? Things have changed so much.. Why can't we be like then? I miss those times where we'd just joke around and nothing mattered.. We'd share our stories and and frustrations all the time.. Cracks, let's just be honest.. We're all seeing it.. Now more so than ever.. We used to be so together.. Now? 

Things are pretty messed up.. I want to know whether she's figured it out.. Signs are telling me that she already knows about the whole thing.. But then again.. I need to know! So that I can undo the wrongs and make things right all over again.. I want to at least try.. I'm ready to drop everything, I swear..

Man, I just wanna move on and forget all that's happened.. I don't want to even pretend to not remember.. I wanna go back to the better yesterdays.. Is it really so much to ask for? Or maybe it's just me? Me and my paranoia.. Me and my theories.. Me and my sensitivity.. I will put it all aside if it will mean that we could go back to how it was like in the past..