Manipulation
Thursday, August 5, 2010;

"From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story that says, I survived" - Craig Scott


Had a real nice heart to heart talk with Rauhdah today.. Pretty surprising, I would say, cos I never really saw it coming.. Anyways, was having an early dinner with her today at KFC when I confessed to her about me not feeling the same since we last talked about a certain somebody.. Turns out, she was sharing the same sentiments as me, somehow.. So the next hour or so was spent mainly on talking about that somebody..

Conclusion: She's too very manipulative and we were the couple of suckers to have fallen in her death trap that makes it seem as if we're in her clutches.. So much so that you can confidently think that with a little bit of your words, you can sway our "neighbourhood" minds.. Well fck that! And it's not solely about how her attitude's been much of late.. Actually it's not even much of late.. It's been months since this new attitude came in.. I thought I was the only one to be disturbed and feel rather intimidated to a point that it seemed offensive cos I was a little too sensitive and judgemental about it.. Well, some other people feel the same way too.. Not surprising, I guess..

She was fine before, but I just don't know what happened.. It can't be me, can it? I think I'm still the same.. At least I can tell when one is being honest about the comments and when one is joking about it.. Or maybe, I've just lost it.. Idk.. But whatever it is, it has been agreed upon that she's not much of a goody herself.. Thinking back, I really dont know why I even bothered to defend you when someone outrightly tried to slander you with her malicioius rumours.. Should have just left it, right? I mean, fine, you dont know what's been said behind your back, but I dont think you've ever done anything to stop em from coming at you either.. 

Kay, so you dont wanna appreciate, nvm.. But seriously, what is up with the act big attitude that "blah blah blah I'm better than you" whatever.. Stop.. Ok STOP with the belittling of others! I've had it.. Seriously.. I think I've already given a lot of signs to show that I'm not ok with you anymore.. And please, stop exaggerating your stories to rally our support.. I've seen past them.. Though it's with a little help from a friend.. I dont know, I swear I dont know how I even got to believing you in the first place.. I'm switching sides.. Gosh I feel so stupid!

I don't know you anymore, I think I did.. Before all these..