Maybe someday..

Sunday, June 27, 2010;
"Be you. Find you. Be happy with that."
Hey Yo!! Gots nothing to blog about really.. But I guess I'll start with Rewang Nak Tari 2 at Republic Poly last Saturday. Started off by pissing me cos I was supposed to meet my girlfriends to watch Last Song together with the popcorn that Ting bought but all plans failed when I had to report superr early for the event.. *sighs* So I thought oh wells, what to do..
Left the house blahblahblah and event started.. Yknow, the event made me reevaluate myself as a member of the Malay community.. I know I've lost a little bit of my grounds, not liking the culture and finding that learning the language was a total waste of time simply cos I aced it too easily.. Kay I'm not trying to boast but that's just what I feel.. Thing is, when I watched the performances, I realised why I lost interest in it..
It all started in J1.. Got into a class where we played a lot but yet scored relatively well.. Sometimes led by the girl who disrespected the Cikgu which we thought was ok, at that time.. I mean, even the all time best scorer for PSLE takes Chinese as her 2nd language.. So I totally disregarded the language. Then came me being annoyed at Dikir.. No offence but I just don't get it.. My cousins are enthusiasts of Dikir.. Whenever I come around, they'll play videos and songs and start doing the ragam and stuffs.. But still, I just dont enjoy it as much as they do.. Blame Samad? My seniors? Nah.. I never favoured dikir cos I thought that it was too annoying.. Kay at this time, I apologise yet again if I've offended anyone.. And then prolly the build up by so many people using the phrase, Janji Melayu per.. It's not funny.. At least whenever I use it, I meant it sarcastically..
So when I got to watch the performances, I realise that due to just several minute factors, I've actually disregarded the whole beauty of the culture in itself.. The tarian performances were great.. And it was all so beautifully done.. And I guess I have to fault myself for thinking that the culture is just all such a waste of time just because of some bad eggs.. So with the realization that I may have acted a little too rashly, I've decided to be more open to the culture.. Well, for those which I've already decided to dislike, let's just say, I dont think my views will change on them.. At least not for now..
I really hope that someday soon, I'll really be able to proudly say that I'm proud to be a Malay.