A friend asked on Thursday of why I never shared my sorrows about the ex.. And I answered that it's because it was simply pointless to talk about it.. Another friend pointed that the reason was because I would get mad just talking about it.. Truth is, it's really pointless and not so much about me getting mad and upset when I talk about it..

Well, really, even if I talk about it, what difference does it make? True, I get all mad and upset about it because I feel hurt that I was treated in that way.. But what can I do to make the situation better? I can't because it already took place.. And even if he were to break up and decide that he made a wrong decision whatsoever, there is certainly no way of me going back.. I mean.. If he could do it once, he could do it again.. I have and had only one choice, MOVE ON.. And if I constantly talked about him, no I wont be able to move on cos I'm always reminded of him..

It's really not that I didnt want to share the pain or suppress it.. I just didnt see the point of sharing it.. I mean come on, who likes a whiner? I myself can say that I hate it when I find myself whining about these pathetic stuffs.. Not as if the relationship was going anywhere.. I'm still in school.. And I need to stay focused on my studies and not get distracted by these small and insignificant things in life.. So really, at the end of the day, I dont wanna annoy people by whining about what used to be 'us' cos it's over and it's never ever gonna happen again in my entire life.. I'm not angry anymore, neither do I wanna be angered by the petty shit called love.. 

I hope you're reading this: I didnt cry the day you confessed to me because really, why should I? Not because I already couldnt care less.. Well, I do hope that you recover from the injury soon.. Take care.