What do you see?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009;
Today was a very good day I must say..
Stress level was I could say, very low today despite having Bio Timed-Ass.. Since OMG wasn't in class today for Bio tutorial, me and trio hunted for the best place to lepak in school.. Since we couldn't eat since the rest were fasting, we decided to just waste our time talking about non-nonsensical stuffs to kill the 2 hours of break that we had..
It came up very randomly, I guess.. We were teasing each other about the things that each of us would first look at upon meeting another person.. Shall not embarass the rest but yeah, they were very unexpected things I must say.. Then we started talking about the future.. Following yesterday's chat session before I went home.. About where we think we'd be in the future, who we'll be with in the future and stuffs like that.. Well, that brought me back to last week's Wicked Wednesday Session.. When we were talking about the ideal guy.. Haha!! Yeah.. Kinda Hilarious.. But at the same time.. hmmm.. serious?? Haha!! I don't know.. But somehow that made me think.. Think a whole lot at that..
Wells, I would want a guy who's kinda buff, is semi-tanned, musically inclined and is athletic.. Yeah Yeah.. Those who know me darn well would prolly know who I was referring too.. Look.. Don't say anything.. Keep it to yourself.. But I just can't help it.. So yeah.. If only he was smarter, no offence.. Cos, just like what Liy asked me when I told her the story, "even if it had worked out well, won't your mum say anything about him?".. Wells, she certainly hit the nail on that.. Shall not elaborate why cos I think it's understood..
Then I think again, that's almost everyone else's criteria.. And, I don't think that there's enough guys on earth like that to accomodate for all the girls who share the same criteria as me.. So what now?? Give up my dreams since I probably have lost mine?? Haha!! Kay yeah, it's so not the time to think about all these things but what the heck.. It comes up to my mind every few times a week.. Like Eugie said, which I totally had agreed on, there are NO eye-candies in TPJC.. That makes me worry more.. So what now?? Wait, wait some more?? Ok.. I'll wait and see what god has in store for me.. Till then, I guess I'll continue to be blind to the future, not knwing what will happen since.. I really cannot see my future..
Damn.. What do YOU see??
Maybe you're right, I really need a rebound.. Why does that make me sound so pathetic?? Haha(???)
It seems it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too- Lily Allen